Leaked #2

One that Moyo and I did...

The change drastic change of summer to winter came incredibly fast.
She lacked the time to look back on her past.
The warmth of love was then differed to the cold, nonchalant attitude of nothingness.
The rush of heat within her body became replaced with such a numbness that she had never felt. Was this the long awaited season of joy and happiness she couldn't wait for?

It seemed just to linger around...
like... is there something more?
is this what she wanted all along, or
was this her heart felt desires gone wrong?
As she sat and thought on this drastic change
an even colder feeling came upon her
a coldness so strange it had her deranged
she did not know what she wanted anymore
is this really the awaited season she longed looked to adore?
did she make a mistake the prior season before?
She couldn't take it, tears began to pour
her heart was heavy from the feelings she bore
she looked again at her past and swore,
that very soon her present would surely contrast
days came and days went and time slowly passed,
The change, drastic change of winter to spring came at last

Leaked #1

So this isn't finished... but i'm kinda stuck for a while... so i guess mid-writing ima post some up here as part of the "Leaked" collection... happy readings lol...

As my mind wonders off i get to thinking,

Why do i even care past the thought of even blinking,

Settle deeper down under depression and slowly sinking,

I am this close to solving all my problems by simply drinking... ok

Even deeper down you go, life seeming

to have no sense of meaning or any visual depth

Cannot perceive any sign of life except your last breath,

Feeling like your just a placeholder on this world at best...

everyone you want to care seem to never mind

And the ones that do, you wonder why they waste their time...